ItsNothingPersonal

there once was a boy i used to know. we came together with trust & a few good laughs. we shared good times: sunny days & cold nights. always long days & longer nights. there once was a boy i used to know. i told him my secrets & my fears, & a few good lies, too. the lies were to keep him on his toes; the secrets were the keep him guessing; my fears were to let him know me. there once was a boy i used to know. with corkscrew hair & a quirky grin. with a boyish laugh & silly fears. with his insecurities & his sense of humor. that always got me wanting more of what i should have shied away from. there once was a boy i used to kn

to the girl who i wish to know me: we are becoming strangers. strangers wrapped in familiarity while learning to become different. this is something i do not like in the least bit. i do not know what happened to Starbucks Dates & late-night Sonic feasts, or days in the pool versus nights in mid-town. we are no longer sharing drinks & cigarettes, but now fights & accusations. you say you don't know who i am. i am the same girl as i have always been, just now cigarette-free & not-so interested in drinking. i am brown hair, long legs, wide thighs, obnoxious laugh. you say you don't know what i believe. i believe in the same things as i alwa